I have been having an affair with a married man for a little over a year, I have fallen in live with him, he makes me feel special and loved. Not only does he always worry about me he also worriess about my kids. I have never meet someone as attentive and lovable as him. When we are intimate I feel overwhelm by all the feelings and sensations that come over me my body my being is like we're always making love the emotions the holding, caressing, kissin everything every movement every feeling is like something I have never experience in my life.
But I know I'm wrong I know I'm hurting his family not only is he married he has children. He says he's not happy yet he says he's not ready to break the family. He says that he doesn't want to loose me that he doesn't want me to go. Yet he does not entertain the option of leaving her his excuse is the children or that she might hurt herself.
I know I have to leave him I have actually ended it. I must say that I miss him so much and all I do is think about all the little things we did and he did for me. He was the first man to make me feel so beautiful and loved and with it yet I feel like a monster I don't want to distroy his family, I dnt want to interfere. I dnt know of I have the strength to continue ignoring him cuz God knows I want to pick up his call answer his texts see him be in his arms. But I have to be realistic and k ow that he has a family of his own that he needs to be there for
